- reverently dedicated to a purpose.
- regarded with reverence.
Sometime recently this blog turned 3. And I’ve been MIA this whole month.
But I’ve been more present than ever in Life.
I’ve been building things, creating beauty for myself from things regarded as worthless.
It’s not about money. It’s not about possessions. It’s not about impressions.
These things do matter…but only as far as they do to myself.
How does my money, possessions, surroundings, feel to me? Myself?
Do I like the impression that I give MYSELF?
I was wrong by trying to fulfill everyone else’s expectations. Doing it their way, for them, in thinking that I will get what I want out of it. It’s manipulative.
I want my surroundings to be for me.
I used to decorate with other people’s perceptions in mind. I’ve gone through party-scene, romantic, wannabe-elegant, artsy-lofty…. They each provided a piece of the feeling I was going for, but never fully fulfilling what I needed for myself.
The purpose now is for my space to offer me peace, happiness, and ultimately a place to flourish and grow and create. A cocoon. A safe place of free flowing thought and aesthetic.
Do not underestimate your cocoon, your pupation station, your sacred spot dedicated to your own personal purpose.
Build it with attention to detail for what works for you, not impressions to the world.
4 months ago I was beginning to fancy goals such as Balenciaga purses and Range Rovers.
They are beautiful, but for what? If they were invisible to the rest of the world would I still honestly want them as much?
Same with everything I keep in my space.
I’m aiming to impress myself. Just me.
What would that look like?